Days to the inevitable_The count down is on! So I will turn 30 in two days. I'm actually excited because I'm having a birthday bash at McDonalds... it's a kiddie party for adults... hehehe... but at the same time it's making me nervous. It's a big number y'see... don't quite know how to handle it. I also don't know what's ahead... am I going to get wrinkles, get uglier, less fun? Haay... The good part though is that I cannot walk around asking myself "what did I do in 30 years?" because the last 30 years was certainly well spent! I mean, I learned a lot, helped my family, made a lot of friends, travelled, experienced deep sadness and joy, achieved considerable success at work... really have nothing to complain about... and I owe it a lot to the Maker (Jess)! He's been really good to me I believe, and I really appreciate it. With the first 30 years as my data point, the next 30 years is probably going to be great! Even better, I think! I just have to make sure that I make better decisions, and then leave the worrying up to Jess. Let him take control more... because he knows a lot better than I do! :) He's the Man!