Okay, I am in control with my life right? Then why the hell did I get myself into this? There are like 40 contestants in this damn thing... what gives me the idea that I would make it to the top 3? I am no Diva... I can't sing like Ms. Velasquez? nor Like Zsa Zsa Padilla? and I never join contests!!! Geez.... Why do I let people push me around? Well, as always, there is no use complaining about it. I am already in deep shit, might as well embrace it, have fun, and enjoy the ride. I have to learn to set limits next time... NO TO CONTESTS, NO TO DIVA SONGS. Stick to singing in drinking sessions & showers. This law was created on the 17th of Dec 2002, and is permanent. This is for future reference.