The following things are clouding my brain right now.

• I feel old. Maybe because I am old? At least older than most people I hang out with. Maybe I should grow up. Give-up sneakers.. buy heels instead... my brain is resisting. No!
• I feel ignored. What's going on? Are you kidding? There are other people to talk to, places to discover, madmen to share jokes with... where did I get ever get this "ignored" idea? What a fool!
• My work. Are you kidding? It's almost midnight! What did my gongzi ever do for me?